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it has been a super long week tat ever update my journal.
been too busy lately. with my sec sch CCA and personal stuff.

manage to catch a dinner and movie with kenny and Marcus on sunday. is was James Bond. actually i also dun really understand the show at all. jus the actions is nice i guess.

work has been super busy.. as i need to do two person's work. not like lastime when i still got someone to help me out with. normally i get to slack alot, but now every min i will be called to do some stuff. haha guess there is free food in the world.

At the moment, every tues, thurs and saturday, i will go back my sec sch and help out in my ex CCA. some uniform grp. and tues when i go for training, it seriously give me a very big disappointment..
from 1 AA team to now, 0 team. from 3 Nursing team to current 2 teams. the team that i put hope on, ended up didnt wan to take part. and the HOD tat i trusted so much jus disappoint me over and over again.. i've been doin so much for what reason? do i even get money when i go back ? the ans is no at all! instead i must top up my own money into it. i seriously dun mind giving my time helping out, but after awhile come to think abt it.. i really think why am i goin back when most seniors and ppl from my batch dun even bother to go back. today at KFC..i saw one of the senior, she ask me why am i still at my CCA. all i did was jus smile. getting all the comment was i am jus wasting time when members jus dunwan to listen and jus wan it their own way.
come to think abt it..i seriously have to beg my seniors to come back jus to help out. am i really a fool?

enough of my say stories for now. i manage to go and visit the Marina Barrage on Tues nite. it was so nice and pretty. could actually see the Singapore Flyers from a distance too :)
i manage to take some pic. but u need to go there den can see and feel the place there.

Escaped Convict

A man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.

While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife : ' Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes ! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain...do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he hurts you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. I love you ! '

His wife responds : ' He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, and he thinks you're cute. He asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. You be strong, honey. I love you, too. '

i will say good bye to my x'mas trip and welcome my boring x'mas.
been always wanting to travel to HK for x'mas. but i think is goin to be a dream again.

so many things jus happen. notice that is too hard for myself to save up when i got so much things to clear and pay for myself. some one at my age that group up without a proper childhood memory ( i meant a good one ) and now when i am goin to turn 21. the money i earn have to end up paying bills. oh well.. like wad army says "suck thumb den"

welcome listening my boring stories again...

Attended my Granny's birthday jus now at my uncle's place..
so many ppl came over...all i did was sit down at the sofa and watch tv.
even tho how much i care for my family, i am still the quiet me. not being too sociable.

as some of u guys know, i am the only child. ever since young, i have been force to grow up and got to learn to take care of myself. and of cos i have to learn things thru the hard way of cos. but i can take it. and from young, i dun really have anyone to talk to when i have problems, not even talking to my Granny and my aunt which are the ones taking care of me. i not sure why i started having the habit of not tell ppl my problems. but i do share them out...but to some ppl special call Best Friends ( so now u know who are my special ppl ? haa ).

back to the subject...my granny keep asking me to talk to my cousin. and try to understand them..As one of the older cousin, i should talk to them more..but she didnt know tat i did try talking to them.. but i am jus not the kind of person where i will start a topic so easily. and talk like no ppl's business..i think i am quite introvert ba.. from young, i was always the one being blame when there is something wrong. getting abit tired to it. sometimes i really wonder who really understands me at home..
 

Had started a blog here and there before...after a while. i got too lazy to up date my boring life!

but since i plan to start again. i will give in my best to all of my friends or those online reading my boring life and make it interesting for u to read.

before i do so..some points to let u know..My English Sucks. so dun mind my grammer mistakes or others too.. feel free to jus drop me a message and ask me questions also can...

and if u wan me to read ur Live Journal  too..pls keep it short and simple. haha cos i am a simple person. : )